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A stench fills the city bus as it roars with voices. I hide away in the silence of my newspaper to read of a girl raped two days before by a respected lawyer people now seem to pity. He hasn't even been arrested. My stomach rumbles, sick for the girl. I look up from my newspaper and my eyes run over faces near me and settle on the guy across the aisle with the sexy grin now tossed at me. His scraggly black hair, neck length, and day-old beard excite my juices. I return his hot-heavy smile as the possibility of a quickie enters my mind as not-out-of-the-question while I curse the victim-girl being labeled a whore and the reporter who believes the ex-boyfriend when he says she likes it rough, but, hell, who wouldn't with a right-hook like his? Hello, he says. Hard fingers, wet spaces Bridge our needs as one. His eyes scream Ya wanna as I hear sweaty moans in a pounding rhythm. from the back of the bus, a hiked up skirt, unzipped jeans. Their drops of lust soak me. Yes or no doesn't even matter. Does it ever? I try not to look at them. I squirm in my seat, But no is my response. The bus lurches to a halt, doors squeal open and concrete-eager shoes replace loud voices as I think maybe I wanna and glance at him once more as the girl with the hiked-up skirt who reaks of sex whispers to him, I like it rough. Make it hurt, baby. Whore, I mutter and tuck my paper under my arm, step off the bus, and begin to think maybe that girl in the paper did want it. Meet the Parents Rejected outfits flung aside, to my disgusted, self-depricating rants of too fat, too tight, too slutty, and blue-faced attempts to fasten dryer-shrunk pants. Is it pink or yellow that brings out my eyes? They'll hate me, I tell him. They'll adore you, my love. Pink. The doorbell chimes, he lets them in, welcomes them to our home. No going back now. My coward-stomach somersaults in my throat. He calls for me. Time to shut the closet door and scurry to his side, raise my eyes, smile as he says, Mom, Dad, this is John. |
Tina Hess: I live in Tennessee, just south of Nashville, with my husband, two kids, three dogs, and pregnant cat in the mule capital of the world. Isn't that funny? I am a full-time mom who writes, by moonlight, short stories and poetry. My work has appeared in several print literary journals such as Black Creek Review and Reflections. |
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