TS Broadside Edition - March 2001




      3 Poems
      - By cait collins


      3 Poems
      -
      By David Chorlton




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        heads up

        I walked along
        the boardwalk
        in atlantic city
        one clear
        crisp night
        in February and
        I snapped a shot
        of
        3 ladies glowing
        through a fashion store
        window dressed
        in beautiful sequined gowns with
        no heads

        they
        shimmered
        under
        the moon
        light with-
        out moving and
        a man
        stopped and pointed to
        the lady in the middle
        the lady shining the brightest
        the one excelling top style
        the lady posing in
        the T-length gown and
        he said
        I bet that one there
        is pretty
        expensive

        yep yep
        I said
        to the stranger

        he didn't take
        his eyes off of them
        he fumbled
        the filter end
        of his cigarette
        along the corner
        of his mouth as
        he asked
        why
        don't you stand in front
        of the window
        I'll take your camera and
        I'll take your picture

        I stood there
        watched
        the trio
        twinkle in sync
        with the starry
        night and
        I replied
        well
        thanks anyway man
        but it's alright I
        won't
        fit in because
        I have
        my head
        on
        tonight



        dollar store

        I
        was
        at a strip
        mall
        at the super
        market
        complex and
        I went
        into
        the dollar store
        just for
        the hell of it
        (I usually shop
        in the mall) and
        I bought
        a pair
        of leather-
        look ankle
        high
        black vinyl
        shoes
        for
        5
        bucks



        gourmet hot cakes

        you
        whistle as I
        waltz
        about the room
        in the
        cotton tail'd
        shirt your shirt
        floats wider than
        a ballroom
        gown you
        are tall
        macho and
        your hair is longer
        than mine and

        I come
        close
        to your side
        trace a poem
        on your back and
        call you
        sexy
        uncovered
        bare
        to the bone-
        rrr
        yesterday's
        sex
        stuck like summer sap
        on a tree to your
        knee and
        you pull me
        down
        tug the shirt
        from my shoulder
        pinch my nipple
        between your
        lips

        what did you
        say
        on my back
        you ask

        you kink you
        arouse me
        but it's near
        noon
        I said I'll
        make you
        breakfast

        I switch
        style
        pirouette toward
        the door like
        a ballerina
        high
        on
        tippy toes
        and last nights
        sins
        la la la and

        when I get there
        I bend over
        flip
        the tails
        of your shirt
        expose
        my bare
        ass end and leave you
        behind smiling with
        a hard hard-
        on and

        in the kitchen I
        perk the coffee
        squeeze the juice down
        my titties
        clutch
        the bowl of pancake batter
        under
        my arm
        and whip it
        smoooooth like
        the sea of your
        cream
        around
        my mouth

        o baby now!
        come on babe!

        I hear you!
        I hear you!
        I hear you I
        shout and
        I rush
        down the hall
        move in
        with the batter bowl
        in range and
        just in time? I
        have another gourmet
        breakfast
        comin
        right up!





    - cait collins 2001




    Fire Wall

      "You really want to burn it down?" the rider asked him.
      "Well I can show you how."

        from an article in the New Times featuring an interview with an arsonist responsible for burning down a series of unfinished homes
        near the Phoenix Mountains Preserve


    You start by crawling on the stones
    where lizards sleep, then
    you fly
    with the flickers who nest
    in saguaro, and finally your feet
    touch the ground like a coyote's.
    You climb
    the mountain and look down
    at where the desert was
    before yellow machines
    scooped it up. Listen
    to them growl. Watch
    as they eat away the mesquite
    and spit out the foundations
    of another house. Make an appointment
    with the real estate agent just to see
    the gleam in her eye. Hover
    on thermals with the hawk
    and see the land dry up beneath you.
    You are ready
    to rezone it back to its natural state
    and to train
    for your secret life. It is easy
    as lighting up a cigarette, and leaning back
    with the taste of smoke
    rolling from your tongue
    when you grow tired of talking back
    at city planners, tired
    of voting, tired of sitting
    in the road to block the work, tired
    tired of marching with a cardboard sign
    held up like a flag
    for which there is no country.
    An agent of fire, you set your first,
    but remember
    that once begun
    your work never ends.



    Joan of Arc

    Between the sackcloth and the smoke
    her shadow climbs
    out of its ashes
    and flesh that melted from its bones
    returns to form the body's shape.
    The fire swells again,
    an avalanche of stones
    falls through her face
    and flames shiver
    against her skin
    before they wane and she climbs down
    from the kindling,
    then the hair
    shaved from her scalp grows back.
    And returning to the room of instruments
    she lies between their teeth
    while the layers of pain are peeled away.
    The judges reassemble
    with their power-eaten faces
    to listen to her rebuke
    each time they read the charges.
    Selecting one
    at a time, she looks them
    in the eye.
    She has come from the dead
    to proclaim her innocence, but still
    her accusers respond
    by looking away
    and blowing gently
    against their fingernails.





    Touch

    A sleeper's hands
    detach themselves at the wrist.
    Without disturbing him
    they rise from the linen sheet
    and feel their way

    first along the wall
    whose plaster is so cool
    it feels like cream,

    then the right one comes down
    to the grain on the wooden table
    while the left
    turns a few crumbling pages

    of the yellowing book
    left open at bedside.
    The hands do not know it is dark.
    They go wherever they want;

    along the gilt ridges
    of an old portrait's frame,
    around the belly
    of the clay jug
    full of water,
    and into the gap where the door is open
    to a warm current of air.
    While they float

    between textures,
    pale and slender,
    the man shifts in his sleep

    and makes to brush
    from his brow a fly
    who feels through its feet
    the fragile skin
    and beneath it
    the impenetrable curve of the skull.




    - David Chorlton 2001


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