The eye of the fish
3 o' clock on a Sunday afternoon
my body points to a fierce awakening
wobbling in my chest
my cat is witness to the opening
and the voice that cautions:
"Too much chocolate."
I suck a lemon wedge
put salt on the tip of my tongue
tequila practice, you call it-
small shots of life
that wake you like sips
from a growing drunkenness
when I was a girl
we would eat roses,
salt oranges and apples
to make them sweeter,
the skin of a mango
prolonged the pleasure of flesh.
I still hear the eye of the fish
crunching in my mother's mouth.
Excerpt from The Life of a Handsome Shadow
He is my echo and my mirror:
"What are you afraid of?"
"What are you afraid of?"
My life is a well
He shouts my name into
To see how far away the water is
"One day," he tells me, "your skin will crinkle
before the first cold, your knee will jerk
before your husband arrives.
"You will be as predictable
as a bowl of oats and will need to wear
your glasses in the shower."
Dancing with the lights off,
I ignore something
I know is not there
He is my echo and my mirror:
"What are you afraid of?"
"What are you afraid of?" |