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WAITING
Our waiting resembles a long road through the desert travelled at night with a radio voice for company reporting an insufferable heat surrounding us and we become resigned that it is only matter of time, that we must only wait and a cure will be found, the laundry will dry, snow will melt and headlights in the driveway will signal the arrival of our loved ones. Meanwhile, we wait for the phone call from the hospital, for the mail to arrive and for the newscaster to clear his throat. Our waiting is like the expiration date on perishable items in the cold case which we shall buy at half price when the moment comes; it is like the slow passage of a freight train when the barriers are down and motors are idling. Our waiting is the gradual descent of an unidentified object through searchlight beams combing the sky, and nobody believed we saw what we saw the witness claims before drowning in static. We are waiting for the final episode of a reality show broadcast from our very own homes, for the commercial break, for an end to the drought so we can drink the fear that collects in our mouths. We are waiting for the Messiah whose face has appeared on post office notice boards, for investments to mature, for the download to complete and for the applause to die down. Our waiting is a string of worry beads, the last cigarette and the blindfold, the overtime in a tied game. We wait for boarding to begin when the clouds finally clear and a light breaks through to illuminate a long anticipated evil. A triangle lit up the night the voice announces, and our waiting resembles that too; lit up the night and moved slowly away.
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