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A Today of 23 Years
errand running on main street, small town seeing what's there as if it were veiled by apparitions of what was and is no more.
dollar store and nail boutique masking the old Granada theater boasting balconies popcorn and its fancy opera house appearance balustrades trim stairs winding up, a level to oldschool opera seats, a two bit luxury
but why waste a quarter? kids are great sneaks flicks were a buck there when i was preteen this kept us all day long, in repeat viewing movies to the point of reciting line for line, before they left the sound
system, old and outdated now but then great enough on the ears of a child who hears with imagination filtering flaws and errors stone age imperfections of caveman cinema
further down where people gather about government center, for certification, registration, taxation an old stairwell caught in peripheral side-glance swims up from under like great bird wings lifting
cliche burden of atlas shrivels to childhood where bowling on Sunday's with the biodad asshole was a regular, inexpensive way of killing the two visitation hours spent on my sister and i
remember playing centipede for the very first time virgin strike, second spare, seven ten, gutter balls old Automat style vending machines that served hot coffee, cocoa, chicken broth, tea, sometimes cold soda, seltzer, fountain style, the orange always flat plastic bag nourishment that somehow went stale
no bond with the man who pawned me off to these places instead of teaching me to flyfish for deer or hunt trout because the evil of these ideas apparently would have taken one thing that this no good father could surrender
the invisible concept of quality time
BROWN'S HOUSE
three lawns down where the dogwood grows on the slight slope of a hill's north side Brown's house sits, humble and hidden
telling of the shoe merchant living in 1832, a small sign draws view to a nearby birdhouse decorating the east side where the ground dips deep
forming a rich green dish mother earth well trimmed, healthy walls of shrub and black eyed susan soldiers standing steady guard changing only for the seasons
not under cover or blind to passing eyes but beneath the guise of simplicity, shaded in gray paint, on a low frame, this home set well on a low foundation
strong like a stone wall, covered in Frost poems, built by those who see importance gathering with simple but real burdens put to use and put in place
to hold on for hundreds of years
THE FATE OF
grass dried through in death turned ochre brushed out with an iron rake leaving clumps of green protruding squat beards sit on umber patches
of earth that spreads across the yard clovers and crabgrass weeded, free up
the tongue of a rosebush near wilting, tilted under harsh sunlight dreaming of shade
living green while knowing, one day brown will be its ultimate fate
ivy keeps crawling up the lattice and reaches out over those blooming stealing sunshine and rain
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