Ann Neuser Lederer

THE DRYING BARN

Its air-filled bones
     its wide slats

Wanting to levitate
     flashing in code
sucking the sky through

All around, like solitary horses

You approach one, in a car, say,
     going thirty

The black boards vertical,
     faded, more like coal

And the lines of light like sparks
     rotate, twirl, at first slow

     Like those flat devices
     you push while you run
     then hop on

Then flash: those metal twirlers
     you pump from the bottom

Wild to communicate
     Causing you vertigo
     Causing a prodromal aura
Making you want to seize
     or praise, and tell
 
in Approaching Freeze, 2003


SPEAK NO EVIL

Try this experiment: on a fog floating night,
October, outdoors, on a white balloon,
shine a light.
Shine it hard on the open indigo eye,
then on the tight red lips.
See the whole ghost flick and flash
from chill blue to bloody brains and back.
If there are many of you doing it,
hear the weird parade shriek in the gloom.

Then the ghost pales to white.
My mother cannot remember one bad thing
about the grandchildren.

There is much to be said for denial.
The crackle of your irony,
the long sigh of your inhalation.
To reach up into you, savagely pull
your youth into my chest, smear
myself in it, as you pulled
the purple clots
from between my legs long ago,
and painted your belly.

For one week only, the painted sumac
touch their fiery fingers in the canopy
above the narrow loop
into the marsh.
What a fine wedding they would make!

Now, they are ash to touch,
like those old people
trembling into the car and sniffling away.
How could that driver be my father?

I want to pack all this in a getaway bag,
with spare underpants and comb.
I want to roll like a dog
in the leaves piled high for burning,
delirious in the wet, sweet, rot.

in Poetpourri, 1996


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