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Desperado
Someone's beating on the door but it's not for me; it's not my door. The people are yelling, their voices smooth and soft. I think I slipped under the water line in a tub-shot: black and white movie circa 50's horror flick. The music box plays the sweet melody meant to send me to sleep with visions of sugarplums, meadows, soaring eagles, wildflower bouquets just picked for me. I was always frightened by the little ballerina in her pink net tutu… arms in perfect arch above her head. She disappeared to silence when I shut the lid, popped up ready and dancing every time I opened it… no matter how many times I opened it. She obviously didn't have anything else to do. I used to try to peek inside… see if she had a life in there. It scared me to think what would happen if I forgot to open the box for a while - would she pop up covered in cob webs? Sometimes when I opened the box that pink net tutu would catch the light and I'd be so sure this was that time. Sometimes we verge on purple. The voices are still yelling, but now a TVs in competiton. It's a long dance from Desperado.
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