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Fine Lines
Cancer is writing a play above your arching ribs. Maelstrom, Behemoth and vertigo under the ghost of rigid sheets; I lift the storm to find your hand. My eyes refuse soliloquies as if two birds are trapped in a small brown bag. Losing a breast is losing a lot -- and I won't nurse you with cursory lies. We've always discussed our deaths as chapters of awkward grace. A white picket fence of porcelain skin is merely a line in paperback books. The end of the body's a folding chair. It catches a thumb, increases the pulse, enlivens the bend, demands that a river be found.
Distinctions in Geography
Ours is a chalk blue sky in a dainty town with only tiny mail flags for the color of blood in the street. We can't imagine soldiers storming through a door, city buses riding with a stewing bomb. Can't imagine bunkers in a country ditch where rabbits hide to raid a garden full of greens. Can't imagine massive graves that form inside a marketplace. We can't imagine living hell and signing up for heaven's gate on premises of sheer escape, forcing rhyme in godless worlds with dynamite and martyrdom.
Our biggest fight at city hall concerns a Wal-Mart moving in, displacing a diner, scrapping a farm, tarring a quiet, dusty road. Elsewhere poets write a dirge for victims of a massacre and blowing grass on Walden Pond is just a dot in outer space. Elsewhere someone hands a child a real gun in lieu of a lunch box for school -- he reads the cufflinks of the stars as swastikas and maps become a scar across another wound. In a playground of rubble and waste, young bones, so young collect the brass of bullet shells like Matchbox cars and Lego blocks.
Pied-à-terre
It's proper you passed in a month of crumbling reeds, crushed petals, paper palms of leaning oaks. For we are cupped in gutters too, gathered at the sharp lip of your grave, wordless and drained -- wishing hard and loud for another chance to fill a vase, arrange these impermanent buds. You'd say the job of a soul is to stare in cracks of grief's abyss: I fish for a silver dime, slices of an opaque moon thin as soap scum over lapis lazuli.
Veils of tears should lift like a shirt, then skin should rise from bone like cloth. Our thirst is now your peace. The body, you'd say, is only a box -- is only a tired shoe -- is only one shell in a chalice of pulsing waves. What's a hole in the world to us is a logical passage of verse to those with faith in the poem, in a cadence beyond fingers and toes. So many lamps come in the shape of a death.
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