Thunder Sandwich  #23

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Terry Brix

Loading Chute


Howe, Arco, Carey, Idaho

Can't remember in the blur of towns

But it was one of them.

The bar named the Loading Chute.

Never been there before

But I know the place so well.


Dreams get stockyarded,

Stampede of frenzied feelings

Drinks calm, funnel me down

To a one way chute-more.

Heart pumping blood gushes inside

Cutting my throat swallow by gulp.


Nights of drinking slaughters

Everything I love, care about

Complete with the coupe de grace

Hangover bullet hole behind the ear.

Then I chute up at the next bar

Load up with a six pack

Russian Roulette it all over again.


The Loading Chute, pass by at sixty

Note the name like a memorial.

For me it is the 'no soul land'

The front, a guerrilla war zone

Where the bottle wins the war

At the front, at home, in my head

Every town has a Loading Chute

But not getting loaded today.



Road Kill Past


The morning steeped in shaking gold, crimson skies

Yellowstone bluest liquid sapphires, caret cackle

New pitch-black asphalt scissors

Cuts up the valley into carcasses of space.


Road is washed ahead in blood

Deer life coagulated into the asphalt

Thin filmed hemoglobin red rusting

Speed intersecting one night in a life.


We have been in each other's lives

For so long it's beyond memory

Wanting to hang in salvage crumbs of past

That took years to make a day together.


This past relationship hit in the night

Created by decades of single days

False expectations headlight highlighted

Impact sudden death quick.


Thin film of love laying out there

Covering so much of us yet so little

The transfusion of love passion flat

Red heartache left with sapphires and gold

Love and beauty future road kill.




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