Janet Buck

			          Sauerkraut
			

Fate had left an awful ring on tabletops of womanhood. From barracks of disabled cells-- she ordered health and winter sleds. Urgent fire of waxing pride would rule the earth for forty years. Dodging lenses. Shallow pity. She would push their snouts away. Running up and down the keys of driftwood on a busy beach. Desideratum’s butterfly was pining, pinned, and discontent. Fortissimo of sandals clapping. Used pianos had their legs.

The praying mantis, slipping bones that ate a moment’s breath alive. Hit the ground and had a stench like diesel fumes behind a bus. Amputation’s callous orgies came with stacks of doctor bills. Rembrandt skies of fluid motion. Hers a menu always torn. The only crisis never present, cotton-mouth of writer’s block. The dogma of a stubborn vision. Veins like shreds of sauerkraut. Bloodhounds of considered eyes were arm-bands in a prison camp. Vacant trousers--choir robes-- without the flesh to fill them out.


Achilles’ Heels

Dirt was dry like flapjacks burning on a griddle. Whistles blew and traffic stopped. I watched the train in chunky gasps crawling over leather flesh. Its boxes were a ribboned gift-- hands of ticking mortal clocks. Plywood stacked in decks of cards, our Tinker Toys of yuppie art.

A homeless man was paper wadded, lying there beside the tracks. His body in a tent of gray like ashes flicked from cigarettes. The bottle stuck in gravel pits was charcoal on a barbecue. Addiction is a, well, affliction, hornets on a breast of chicken. Never chosen, always there. I was heading home to spoiled. Maple-syrup moments dripping. His was sweat like castor oil.

The bottle was a vacuum cleaner; I had yet to plug it in. Keyboards glittered in the grateful. Tapping keys was sewing sequins on a fancy evening dress. Ulysses was a man in clay who showed me where I might have gone. Admission flows ad nauseam: I couldn’t even stop to breathe the menthol of impending death.


The Blindfold

A Botticelli Angel pinned on scaffolds of a missing limb. Splitting suffer was an egg-- craving nests to touch the clouds. Chasing centers of an orange always starts with tearing rinds. Eons of a run-on sentence carved the ditches where they lay. He wore her pain to bed at night in silkworms of a listen tent. Sorrow’s pulp was almost white-- sauerkraut on broken plates.

Anorexic set apart. Strung in webs like ratted hair. The comb--his hands. The brush--his eyes. Peaceful rage became a triumph, merely tied to loosened shadows, growing roses from the gray. A patch of tears made fertile soil. A wet and missing slipper slid above the lips of setting suns and parted like a winter frost.

The matted mess of inner-strife would take an unexpected swerve. They fit like dust pans with a broom and all at once the key was there. Sex became a summer skateboard. Fountains sparkled, forming art. The lip-sync of two lovers locked and wringing out the weeping rag. A blindfold on a unicorn became a blazing satin scarf.

Suffocating Barbie Bats

Two short years of writing bullets aimed at textures of a myth. Together in our bed at night. The Lotus Posture: wet compassion. Stonehenge scabs you lift and sort with ski poles of an eagle’s eye. My stump, a blindfold over wings. The scepter of indignant reigns. Leaves of words are negligees in ghosts around a fallen tree.

Parts of life I share with you-- they reek of mint--I hate the taste. Algorithms of a tear that turn to formulas of art. Somehow go from starch to satin. Itching wool to cotton flannel. Yellow cabs of meter, rhyme. Ticking time beside the curb.

Plaster-Paris. Parchment skies. Love and listen tender frames. We pick at scars until they bleed. Geometric reason fails and kissing takes the steering wheel. Wading in the river shame-- holding hands in sorrow’s stream. Better than a dripping fifth, together is a Laundromat. Ice-packs honest on the facts and other tendons of the night. Pillows over missing bones, we suffocate the Barbie bats.


Always Reaching

All the eyes inside our lives are frets upon a stone guitar. Every twang and every flaw requires a healthy, happy home. Sour notes belong to music. Rings in zenith moons arranged with aging at the awful helm. Medusas stinging hapless earthly. Chasing rubies with a pearl. Exorcising rites of passage. From the lamb to crosses crossed like kayaks floating in the rapids. Wind and logic scorpions that touch us with our antic pride. Teach us what we know ourselves in necessary undertows. Call me wrong. You go ahead. Just don’t call me empty, oar-less. Label me a static pose. Soufflés of the human race-- art that falls because it rises, climbs the ivy in its passion, always reaching for the rose.



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