Phone Booth
Standing on the corner of her life, in a dimly lit phone booth, Sharlie presses her blue denim butt against the plexiglass. Her baby forgive me forgive me forgive me call nothing more than breathing on the answering machine. He stays away since she got caller ID and an order of protection.She warms up under the florescent light, after her long walk in the battering wind, cowering from cars nearing the curb. She is afraid of aluminum pots, unlocked doors, of being alone. She cringes at the stench in here.
There is always a smartass who pisses in the booth like a dog marking his territory or a cat spraying his intentions or a drunk not knowing the difference between a pay phone and a pay toilet or some crazy urinating liquid Krypton on some invisible superman he knows lurks in there.
Somebody really calls those numbers scratched into the glass or written on a wall in lipstick or marker, someone whose round gloom longs for blond fate to answer.
And she does-- her date with death late. There are worse ways to go than by crimes of strangers. How slowly time bleeds out its final hours.
"Hey you, I need to use the phone."
Faux is dressed to kill in her low cut blood count and death virus pooling in bruises skittering across her pale skin. She needs to press her lips against the mouthpiece, held as a prayer in her palm, and talk dirty for her next fix. Sharlie pulls
her collar up and pushes past the neon skull and cross bones back into the bad weather. Faux talks like a Charlie Parker solo. Have cunt, will travel.
In the rear view mirror, Desperation, life tossed on the back seat, watches the booth recede into its aftermath. It sneers as it speeds up. Destination? Stick a pin in a map, it will be there
phoning its obsession calling the cops, beeping its connection, ringing the suicide hotline, dialing a prayer.