Michael McNeilley




			how it melts
			

melts in your mouth melts in your hand too

melts like massage oil melts into your back in candlelight

melts like a sugar cube on the tongue

the way ice thins on a march lake

the way winter melts into spring

hand into hand on the long walk home

melts as bodies melt as heat slides into heat

drips down thighs like rain before the rainbow comes

melts as you melt when you let it go and it goes

melts like indecision into the moment of perfect knowing

like unwashed memories into the forgiveness of sleep

like dreams into the harsh light of singular awakening

melts like a snowball in hell

bottling the wind

after an orgasm she moves so slightly, almost imperceptably, as though swaying to the rhythm of some soft inner breeze; lying in the attitude of a burn victim, knees apart, head thrust back, forearms angling up from the sheets; hands lightly clenched as though holding on to something, keeping some light or fragile thing within as long as she can before it blows away.

dream on waking

there is a movie star leaning over the bed clothed only in long black hair curling like water rushing around smooth rocks a quizzical dream face dark eyes that shine out blinking lashes that breeze toward me in waves brown breasts bend over me forever and as she rises she rises to goddess height above your futon the black triangle of eternal mystery my eyes follow on a tight string tied to the body that floats toward the door and out and as the smell of coffee browns in my head I wonder if you saw her but then you walk in

ritual of cats in the street

we are better at visits than we are at togetherness we require anticipation as we benefit from waiting and fantasy is always better as in waking dreams in which we widen the door to the bedroom we build a dutch window that bellies out into the yard so I can sit there and smoke in my cross ventilation watching squirrels in the trees while you read your philosophy and eat black olives from an antique oval dish and when I come to you it will be like the parakeet singing to the burbling morning coffeepot and I will leave as thoughts leave listening from sidewalk to summer rain on the leaves

Like trains into tunnels

Yeah I saw the whole thing, that knife slid into him like he was loose dirt. Naw I dunno, just a knife. I dunno, long enough I guess.

They was having some kinda bitch about somethin over there by the pinball machine. He called her a damn whore, I remember that real clear,

and she yeah she stuck him good, like he was a balloon...you shoulda seen his face pop, like one second he was in it and the next

he was gone. Seemed like he deserved it though: like he'd been top dog for so long she didn't have no way out but to cut him; and he was so tough and

shitty grinning, and then gaffed like a fish, and I ain't surprised he's dead. Knife slid right easy through that silk shirt,

right between the ribs so perfect, the old tongue into the slot, and he was just so much meat and she was gone. I dunno she was...

well kinda average lookin: about so tall, brown hair, that's all. I never seen them before. Hey, honest, but he sure bought it fast,

it coulda been worse for him; she knew what she was doin, you can tell. Yeah I saw the whole thing. Like he was loose dirt and been turned over.

No I didn't see her face; I'da liked that but I was watchin his at least. You know even when you covered him up he still looked surprised.


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